Friday, January 6, 2012

Giving It Away

I have been feeling sick today. Every twinge, every cramp and every ache sends me rushing to the bathroom. I don't ever remember being this scared in early pregnancy.

Dear Lord,
Take these fears away. I cannot carry them on my own. I am giving them to you. You have a perfect plan. I am clinging to your plan and praying that I understand what you are doing.
Bless this family.
Protect these hearts.
And Lord, if it is your Will protect that littlest heart that just started beating. I love my little Roo. We are trying to enjoy the days we have had with this hope of a new person. I cannot wait to meet Roo.
You know better than anyone else what this new person means to us. Thank you for the promise of a new family member.
Amen.