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Do you understand that I am not only questioning my decision in letting her stay with me, but my abilities as a parent. This child hates me, he will not play with me, runs away when I speak to him, hits things. He is constantly bullying my daughters. Do you understand that I am editing myself before I just post a new status. That I do think about how things sound before I just put them out there. And yet I am at my whits end. I have no idea how to live my life and still be walked all over by this woman.

I feel like it is not a bad thing for the youth to see what I am going through. That this decision effects me in every aspect of my life. Including how I interact with them as youth. So before you sit on a high horse, maybe you should stop and understand what it means when you let someone stay in your small 2 bedroom house when you already have 2 children of your own. And are surrounded by them 24 hours a day.

If I have done anything unacceptable it was letting her move in with me in the first place or unloading all of the garbage that I am going through on you without being asking me to.

By the way, when SHE ASKED ME if she could move in, it was short term... she had said that there was a new shelter opening a week after her time was up at the mission and that she would be trying to move in there.... that has obviously not happened... she has now lived with me for 2 months.

Am I wrong to be annoyed. No, am I wrong to share my problems with everyone... my question for you is if it is better to not say anything here and yell at her for every inconvenience she has put upon me. This way I share with the multiple people who want to know how life is going in my super full house. And I don't explode over every problem she has created in my house where I live and my house where I work.