I don't know how to put into words how these last few weeks have been. I feel so lost and yet needed. I have so much on my plate and have no desire to do most of it. And (worst of all) I feel a little bit hopeless. This is not how I normally view my life and don't want to continue on this way.
I just read a blog about a woman who set a list of things she wanted to get done in a months time. That might be the right way for me to brighten my days. With a list of nice things that I want to do. I am going to start out smaller and simpler than 30 days.
14 Things to do in 14 days
1. Find a pair of jeans that fit
2. Rent a movie just for me
3. Go for coffee
4. Have a lunch/dinner date with Andrew
5. Make a dessert with Paige and Elizabeth
6. Try a new recipe
7. Take the kids to the park
8. See my parents
9. Paint the girls nails (and mine too)
10. Read a book
11. Take Paige out on the town
12. Have a Elizabeth date
13. Take a bubble bath
14. Call April and Laura
